So im possitive.

So now I'm like positive I'm going to jersey :) I cant wait to be there with everyone... && Ed :)) I think that is the main reason I'm going. But he called me for the first time in FOREVERRR and i was happy to hear his voice :) He said i sound like shit lol because i have a cold. But When he texts me he is the sweetest person like he really cares. He says he wants to get an apartment together and that made me happy. The bi problem is actually gettin to Jersey. If i didn't ruin my car! But that's my fault lol always gotta be doin something.

Jena && ED<3

So i really need to get on a better schedule. I went to bed at 11:00am this morning. but that is because i work 11:00pm to 7:00am. but anyways its 8:55pm and i just woke up. Way to many :: in here lol. but since i just woke up nothing has really happened today lol. so ttyl.

First Blog

So this is my first blog and i thought maybe i would try it out. A lot of things have gone on in the past couple weeks. I live in Florida but am really thinking about going to Jersey. I hate the cold but i think i hate the heat more lol. I just don't want the move to be all about a boy i guess. So right when i thought i would just take my car and leave in the next couple weeks after i save up some money, I went to my friends one night and i was like 1:00am and i had only slept like 4 hours in the past three days i hit a curb my tag is expired and i have no insurance and i was kinda close to my moms house so i tried to riding on it. So i called my sister because not only am i deathly afraid of the being alone on a dark road at night I really didn't feel like getting yelled at by my mom. So she came and they towed my car and everything. So then the next day I was thinking about Jersey and everything and i was really really thinking about going, my mom was too but my sister is only in 11th grade so she really cant. But hopefully i will go there and make the best out of everything, and HOPEFULLY find a job and quick when i get there. Its 5:00am and i should really go to bed but since i work nights I'm kinda on the schedule. Oh and about that I'm so mad that my check is missing like two days on it. I guess they don't realize i got bills to pay AND A BROKEN CAR. the tire is COMPLETELY GONE. but I'm gonna go eat and read Cosmo. lol. bye :)